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Melly

Title: Moves Make Up for the Silence [1/1]
Author: Melly
Rating: MA/NC-17
Characters/Pairings: Neku/Joshua (that order, ladies and gents!)
Warnings: Language, explicit sexual situations
Summary: High School AU. Joshua makes things clear in very unorthodox ways.
A/N: Necktie bondage porn. Yeah, I don’t know either. Enjoy!

( Something tells me I’m not going to get out of this room until I hear it )

Title: Glossy [2/?]
Author: Melly
Rating: Eventual MA/NC-17, kinda just PG-13 for now
Characters/Pairings: Joshua/Neku (main), Shiki/Eri, and Uzuki/Kariya.
Warnings: Language, eventual sexual situations, and alcohol use.
Spoilers: It’s an AU so not really? Except for the appearance of a certain someone you learn about in week 1, that is.
Summary: Model AU. All Neku wanted was a raise, but the so-called promotion from barista to assistant for a snobby, irritating, enigmatic model is one he could do without.
A/N: Ahh this took longer to get out than I wanted it to. Sorry for the wait, and thanks everyone for the comments and support. Enjoy!

( Mornings kind of suck )

Pretend for a minute that the only contact you have ever had with me is through my fic. We've never exchanged LJ/DW comments or emails, never hung out in chat or on YM/AIM, never talked on the phone or met each other in person, none of that stuff. The only thing you know about me is the kind of fic I write.

What kind of person would you think I am? How would you describe my attitudes and opinions about real-life issues? Or, to use the rephrased question: Based on the way I write my characters, and the way they speak, think, and behave, what would that say to you about me?

Go for it! Fic index is right here

Title: Glossy [1/?]
Author: Melly
Rating: Eventual MA/NC-17, kinda just PG-13 for now
Characters/Pairings: Joshua/Neku (main), Shiki/Eri, and Uzuki/Kariya.
Warnings: Language, eventual sexual situations, and alcohol use.
Spoilers: It’s an AU so not really? Except for the appearance of a certain someone you learn about in week 1, that is.
Summary: Model AU. All Neku wanted was a raise, but the so-called promotion from barista to assistant for a snobby, irritating, enigmatic model is one he could do without.
A/N: For measuringlife for the Secret Santa, since she loves AUs even more than I do. This should be fun. Enjoy!

( I don't assume you're paid to sit around, you know )

Happy New Years!

It's still a good few hours away here, but I figure I'd make this post now.
2011 has been...well, a year full of disappointments, but it managed to end on some good notes! I hope that's an indication of things to come. I'll keep trying my best, and that's all I can do, really.

I hope the coming year is kind and full of prospects for all of you. Let's make it a good one \0/

Take care and all the best,
<3
Melly

Title: A Different Horizon [3/?]
Author: Melly
Rating: Pg-15
Characters/Pairings: Us/Uk and France/Canada. A lot of the cast appears, but in this chapter: Wales (Wyn).
Warnings: Language, sexual innuendo, violence, and a whole lot of video game references.
Summary: RPG AU. As adventures often do, Matthew’s started with a letter. Now he’s on a treasure hunt with his swordsman brother, a disgruntled black mage, and a summoner who is far too charming for his own good.
A/N: A holiday gift for measuringlife. I hope she and the rest of you appreciate my overindulgence, because this is just too fun to write when I need a break. As always, journal-only, and extensive A/N at the end. Enjoy!

( I can totally make that jump! )

Holiday Hiatus

Since I'm probably going to be very busy tomorrow, I'm putting this up here now. Thursday I'm flying home for Winter Break, so my internet will be spotty from the 15th of December to about the 3rd of January. I'll be around for exchanges and whatnot, but to be perfectly honest, I could really use the break, so unless I need to post/check something, I probably won't be around.

You can, however, reach me by text, if you'd like! Just drop me a PM, and I'll give you my number.

I have just one more exam to go, and this quarter will be over! Thank goodness. Also, whew, it's really chilly. Apparently, it's worse back home, so great, I have that to look forward to, ahaha...

Concerning memeish things, here is my holiday wish post, and here is my thread for the holiday love meme (2nd thread since the first apparently maxed?).

Anyway, best of luck to those of you who have finals going on, or still to come. Take care and keep warm, everyone.
<3
Melly

I am so sorry I've been a complete recluse recently, but I'm in the final week of the QUARTER FROM HELL and all I've been doing is school and...avoiding doing things for school by fucking around on Tumblr and writing angsty fanfiction.

But, anyway, here to tell you I'm not dead and to drop off this meme before heading back to procrastinate study.

STEP ONE

☆ Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered ... whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
☆ If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
☆ Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ so that the holiday joy will spread.

STEP TWO

☆ Surf around your friends list (or friends' friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
☆ If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just... wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

Melly's wishlist:

1. Fanart of any of my fics, any fandom. I completely and utterly adore getting art for things I've written. There's no better feeling than knowing something you wrote inspired someone else enough for them to draw something, however small. Seriously, instant warm fuzzy feelings for days and days after I get art for fics.

2. This feeling of complete and utter inadequacy to go away. This year has been a struggle and a half to convince myself that I'm not a shit writer and person and that I'm actually doing something that makes a difference. Something happened recently that was a pretty big blow to my self-esteem in that regard, so I'd really like these feelings to just...go away forever.

3. The Uta No Prince Sama Class S Version Pendant. I am never going to get this because it's approximately 150$, but a girl can dream, right?

4. Posterrrrs. My wall in my dorm is really bare. I'd like nighttime cityscapes of Paris and Tokyo and Beijing, along with more fandom oriented posters like The World Ends With You, Adventure Time, or France and America's stick posters.

5. Fanworks of pairs I love. It's always nice to see stuff of things you like, of course!

6. Makeup, specifically eye shadows. You can never have too many colors! I like Urban Decay a whole whole lot, but I can be persuaded to like things that have funny and unique names. Seriously, I have bought so much stuff just because it had a cute/witty name.

7. Coffee/tea. I love trying out new stuff people think is awesome.

8. Internship at a publishing company. Preferably paid.

9. Icons of things/characters I like. I kinda fail at making them myself, after all :|a

10. all my pairs to become canon the power to destroy my enemies Daito Shunsuke Uh....world peace?

If you need my address, just drop me a comment here or in a PM. ^.^
Oh, also, there is this:
Holiday Love Meme

I hope the rest of you are keeping as stress-free as you can this time of year. Chin up, we're almost there~!

<3
Melly

(Small) Hiatus

Hi everyone! I'm flying out tomorrow to DC to spend Thanksgiving with my brother. I'm not sure if the hotel I'm staying at has free wi-fi, and even if it does, I'm not sure how much time I'll have to actually be on.

I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving, if you're celebrating it. Eat lots and relax! I'll be back Sunday~

Take care.
<3
Melly

Title: When I Say [1/1]
Author: Melly
Rating: MA
Characters/Pairings: France/Canada
Warnings: Language, talk and implications of sex, including talk about sex of the non-con variety. Nothing very explicit, but it’s there.
Summary: Francis is aware, to some degree, of his not-entirely-factual reputation, but it still hurts to know how much it has preceded him.
A/N: De-anon from the kink meme. Any/any, surprised when their partner takes “no” for an answer. This prompt really caught my interest, and I’ve wanted to do something like this for a long while. So, enjoy!

( Probably no worse than I have heard before )

Title: Aubade [1/1]
Author: Melly
Rating: PG
Characters/Pairings: Joshua/Neku
Warnings: There’s nothing really. Fluff?
Spoilers: This occurs post-game, so there are a few.
Summary: Neku enjoys a rare, strange instance when Joshua isn’t being completely irritating.
A/N: This was borne from a little bit of headcanon of mine and morphed itself into this fluffy thing. But hey, a little bit of that is good for the soul right? Like chicken soup. Enjoy!

( Some secret you don't want me to find? )

Title: A Black Eye Casts No Shadow
Author: Melly
Rating: PG-15
Characters/Pairings: Joshua/Neku
Warnings: Language, a little violence, some sexual imagery, and makeouts.
Spoilers: If you haven’t finished the game, there’s a few.
Summary: There’s a fine line, Neku learns, between different sorts of frustrations.
A/N: This sat on my computer for a while before I decided to finish it up. Life gets in the way and all that. In any case, hope you enjoy!

( Is this how you treat all your guests? )

Title: Melting Point [1/1]
Author: Melly
Rating: MA/NC-17
Characters/Pairings: France/Canada
Warnings: Language, explicit sex, rimming.
Summary: Matthew’s a little too hesitant about giving in to his own kinks, but Francis, better than anyone, knows how to get the other to open up.
A/N: De-anon from the kink meme with minor edits. Now with 100% less formatting fail, I hope. This was fun to do, so I hope you all enjoy it too!

( I'd rather spend time with you than sleep, anyway )

Title: Up-Do
Author: Melly
Rating: PG-13
Characters/Pairings: France/Canada, mentions of UsUk.
Warnings: Mentions of sex
Summary/Prompt: France as a show of how much he trusts and loves Canada, lets him brush and style his hair. Matthew helps Francis get ready to go out, and discovers that a trivial task is rather revealing of Francis’s feelings.
A/N: I was cutting it close with this one, but it’s a sweet prompt, and I had fun with it. Leave it to a deadline to kick my inspiration into gear, aha. Hope you all enjoy this!

( I'll behave if you're so concerned )

Title: Love or Fear of the Cold
Author: Melly
Rating: PG-13
Characters/Pairings: France/England
Warnings: Drinking, language, allusions to sex
Summary: Long ago, Francis made a promise, and Arthur is starting to wish he would keep it.
A/N: For aph_fluffathon. This was a really adorable prompt, so I had to pick it up, and it had been a while since I wrote this pair, so it was a good thing all around. Enjoy!

( You'd be drunk dialing me in no time )

Title: Godsend [4/4] COMPLETE
Author: Melly
Rating: MA/NC-17
Characters/Pairings: France/Canada (main), Us/Uk, Spain/Romano, and Germany/Italy.
Warnings: Language, drinking, some violent imagery, and sexual situations.
Summary: Guardian angel AU. Matthew’s one desire is to be closer to Francis, the person he protects. But to do that he needs to, somehow, make himself visible.
A/N: Longer note at the end. Enjoy!

( Perhaps there is something I should tell you )

Title: Godsend [3/4]
Author: Melly
Rating: MA/NC-17
Characters/Pairings: France/Canada (main), Us/Uk, Spain/Romano, and Germany/Italy.
Warnings: Language, drinking, some violent imagery, and sexual situations.
Summary: Guardian angel AU. Matthew’s one desire is to be closer to Francis, the person he protects. But to do that he needs to, somehow, make himself visible.
A/N: Sorry for the wait on this. I had some trouble with where I was going to take it, but hopefully everything’s worked out to satisfaction. Enjoy!

( Maybe I should just quit and become an artist )

Still on crappy internet connection, but for some reason, whenever I get home I get introspective, so I'm airing my thoughts.

I'm always a little amazed when I realize how much I've changed in two years, but a part of me thinks Reveritgo is lurking just around the corner. For those of you unfamiliar with How I Met Your Mother, Reveritgo is the phenomenon of turning back into someone you once were when you run into a person/go back to a place that is from your past. Everyone has regrets, things they wished had happened and things they wish had never happened. It's difficult not to think about what life would be like if you did Z differently, or if your relationship with A turned out to be more than friends, or if you never bothered with Y at all. I tend to get wrapped up in all that more than others, I feel. Not regrets so much, but the what ifs.

I've had too many instances in the past year of people not being who I thought they were. I was hurt by one occurrence, surprised by the other, and simply embarrassed that I didn't realize it earlier by a third. I'm frankly...really tired of this. I don't know if it's my fault for not sizing people up, or too much expectations, or what. But it just makes the "what ifs" worse, because I feel utterly pathetic sometimes for thinking about something that I know wouldn't go the way in my head.

I don't know. Sometimes being back here drives me crazy.

Hiatus

Finished my last exam this morning, and just finished cleaning up my dorm room to move out. It's finally summer \0/

I'm going to be out of pocket for a little while until I establish internet at my house, but it shouldn't take too long. I hope to be up and running by Monday.

Also, Re: E3....>:| The rumor said TWEWY 2 for E3. Not the Tokyo conference sadjlajdj make up your mind, people! At least Kid Icarus looks fun.

For now, I am exhausted, so I'm off to bed. Good luck to everyone who still has exams, congrats to anyone who has recently graduated, and to everyone who's finally free like me, hope you're having fun!

Take care, everybody!
<3
Melly